She can absolutely understand needing something to take the edge off. She just worries about it because Sam does tend to have an addictive personality and it's not something either of them want sticking around.
At some point, she'll talk to him about it and let him ask questions so that they have some sort of research on it for the future. As for whether she deserved to be there or not...it's not something she'd like to debate because she's pretty sure she actually deserves to be back in hell for past crimes. She lets herself be pulled into the embrace, mind reeling about the possibilities that are building in her mind. She's not sure if the body heat she feels is Sam's alone or her own contributing. She closes her eyes and tries to listen to his heartbeat, to whether she's got one of her own. Her brow furrows because she can't separate the two sounds, but when her chest gets tight and she has to take another deep breath, she tries to direct Sam's attention again. "Sam." She pulls away from him slightly. "Samuel. Something is either very, very wrong or very, very right."
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Date: 2024-01-08 11:15 pm (UTC)At some point, she'll talk to him about it and let him ask questions so that they have some sort of research on it for the future. As for whether she deserved to be there or not...it's not something she'd like to debate because she's pretty sure she actually deserves to be back in hell for past crimes. She lets herself be pulled into the embrace, mind reeling about the possibilities that are building in her mind. She's not sure if the body heat she feels is Sam's alone or her own contributing. She closes her eyes and tries to listen to his heartbeat, to whether she's got one of her own. Her brow furrows because she can't separate the two sounds, but when her chest gets tight and she has to take another deep breath, she tries to direct Sam's attention again. "Sam." She pulls away from him slightly. "Samuel. Something is either very, very wrong or very, very right."